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Monday, January 31st, 2005
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12:44 am - My new songs I have Learned
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Well Here it goes I have Been playing my guitar and so far I have learned many song's My Favorite to play are Coma White Nad Dont Cry Tonight By G-N-R My Sexy Baby Maggie Who I love with all my heart Has learned Me the G-N-R song And I have taught her A few songs also like If I could be like that By 3 door's down She learns really quick We have been getting to spend alott of time together and I love every second with her.Me and her are going to Prom this year She is so beautiful I thank god for her being mine I really do believe she is the only girlfriend I have ever Loved and Believe me I do love her with all my heart I would even go as Far as to die for her no question's asked!! Because she is my life and my reason for being here I think she knows that know..Yea sure we have had some problem's in the past But who hasnt?? And this time we are doing great I would never do anything to hurt her and I really think she wouldnt do nothing to hurt me either.. Me and her done plan on getting married and haveing some very cute little baby's cause ya know Me and her both are sexy as Hell Expecially her...Maggie is my dream girl I couldnt ask god for no better she makes me so soooo happy we Played monoply tonight for a while Then we had to stop the game for some good and I do mean Gooooood Loveing,Ummmmmmmm Just thinking about it makes me want her every time Damn haha Yea I think I am Obssed with her for real we also went for a walk tonight and we talk about everything I can Tell her anything I feel so comfortable around her its unreal But I am off here and going to bed to Dream about My SEXY Maggie,.,,.,,.,FAYNE LOVE'S MAGGIE
current mood: I Love Maggie current music: EVE 6
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| Sunday, January 23rd, 2005
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11:49 am - ***I LOVE MAGGIESHALENE HALL FOREVER-N-ALAWAYS***
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Tonight was pretty awsome and real fun Me and My Baby Maggie and her friend Lakin and My Buddy Aarron Yate's all went walking In the snow It was cold but real fun.,.We walked down the road toward the Church house toward Bartlick before we got there I stopped In the road and wrote Maggie's name and Mine in the snow******\ It said Fayne-N-Maggie i thought it was sweet she was on up the road asking me whatI was doing then she walked back down and said It was sweet of me.,.,.,Yea I can be a really sweeet person when I want too be,. I Love Maggie so,so,so Much word's just cant describe It she is my life I dont know what I would do without her in my life It about killed me the first time we broke up, but we didnt stay apart for long cause Love brung us back to each other I reallt believe she Is my soul mate abd I cant wait till me and Maggie get's Married It will be the best day of my life,,I have never felt this way about anyone elese before she just touche's my heart., adn I feel so much love when I am with her I am so Happy that God blessed me with someone like her I would do anything in this world for her even die for her,.She Is the most Beautiful woman I have ever layed eyes on and when we get married and have a family I will be A great Dad and I know she will Be A very Loveing and careing mom because she love's babys,.,.I know soon I will get my life back on track and get me and her a place of our own Then we can sleep together so I can cuddle with my Sexy baby ,.She is everything I could ask for and more. I just dont know how me Fayne Cumbo got so Lucky to have Her in hy life and she is the sweetest sexiest and good hearted woman I have ever met and Dated I am going to save some money up and buy her an enguagement ring A Really,Really nice one that she will love,.I am not that good at showing my feeling's sometimes but I do know this I love Maggie Hall with all my Heart, and Soul and then some for ever and all eternity,we have had some problem's in the past but this is a new year to start off with some great memories and great Loveing when I hold her I dont ever want to let her go and she does anything for me so I know she Love's me with all her heart and Soul also,..,Well last weekend me and Maggie went to Pizza Hut She ate some bread stick's and we got a medium Pizza I ate like four breadstick's and almost the whole pizze then we went on to the movies and watched Meet The Fockers It was funny as hell or at leats we thought so LOL,.,Maggie looked so Very sexy that night Like she alaways does damn She could be a model easy But I want let her cuz I am too jealous over her and I know how guy' are But I am a lott different form most people and she is too so I guess we make a perfect match ;;' ***************MATCH MADE IN HEAVEN****** =MAGGIE AND FAYNE ** Sound's so wonderful To me she's the Hottest Woman in the whole wide world I Love everything about her From Head To Toe,..,Well I am off here for Now I LOVE YOU MAGGIE SHALENE HALL FAYEN LOVE"S MAGGIE ALAWAY"S-N-FOREVER TILL DEATH DO US PART AND THEN ON MY LOVE WILL NEVER STOP FOR YOU BABY DOLL I LOVE YOU MAGGIE****
current mood: FAYNE-N-MAGGIE current music: MetallicA
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| Saturday, January 22nd, 2005
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10:01 pm - ****FUCKED UP SHIT****
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Tonight Me and Arron went out fucking around as usuall we went to my G/F house Maggie So I could see her and so Aaron could see Lakin we stayed there for a few hours then went on back to the house talked about times we have tripped out LOL yea it was crazzy shit If you only knew but I dont do none of that no more it isnt for me i get tooo wild on stuff and dont care what I say or what I do But I dont feel like typeing no more so im out lata.,.,
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| Wednesday, January 19th, 2005
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11:53 am - SONG OF MY FUCKING LIFE KINDDA*****
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This here Is realy my song That really Goes Along with my life Its by Eminem
There I go thinking of you again
You don't know how sick you make me You make me fuckin' sick to my stomach Every time I think of you, I puke You must just not know--whoa-whoa-whoa-whoa You may not think you do, but you do Every time I think of you
I was gonna take the time to sit down and write you a little poem But ? would probably be a little more, more suitable for this type of song--whoa I got a million reasons off the top of my head that I could think of Sixteen bars, this ain't enough to put some ink ta So fuck it, I'ma start right here by just be brief-a Bout to rattle off some other reasons I knew I shouldn't go and get another tattoo of you On my arm, but what do I go and do I go and get another one, now I got two Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh I'm sittin' here with your name on my skin I can't believe I went and did this stupid shit again My next girlfriend, now her name's gotta be Kim Shi-ii-ii-ii-ii-ii-it If you only knew how much I hated you For every motherfuckin' thing you ever put us through Then I wouldn't be standing here crying over you Boo-oo-oo-oo-oo-oo-who
You don't know how sick you make me You make me fuckin' sick to my stomach Every time I think of you, I puke You must just not know--whoa-whoa-whoa-whoa You may not think you do, but you do Every time I think of you
I was gonna take the time to sit down and write you a little letter But I thought a song would probably be a little better Instead of a letter That you'd probably just shred up--yeah I stumbled on your picture yesterday and it made me stop and think of How much of a waste it'd be for me to put some ink ta, a stupid piece a Paper, I'd rather let you see how Much I fuckin' hate you in a freestyle You're a fuckin' cokein' slut, I hope you fuckin' die I hope you get to hell and Satan sticks a needle in your eye I hate your fuckin' guts, you fuckin' slut--I hope you die Di-ii-ii-ii-ii-ii-ie But please don't get me wrong, I'm not bitter or mad It's not that I still love you, it's not 'cause I want you back It's just that when I think of you, it makes me wanna yak -aa-aa-aa-aa-aa-aa-ag What else can I do, I haven't got a clue Now I guess I'll just move on, I have no choice but to But every time I think of you now, I'll I wanna do Is pu-uu-uu-uu-uu-uu-uke
You don't know how sick you make me You make me fuckin' sick to my stomach Every time I think of you, I puke You must just not know--whoa-whoa-whoa-whoa You may not think you do, but you do Every time I think of you, I puke
Fuckin' bitch
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11:37 am
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Here Is One song that kindda goes along with my life well I have done allready lost one of my best guy friends I have ever had but it's not my fault and Man you know who you are But you are so Fucking Different Now.,. How come we dont even talk no more, and you dont even call no more. We dont barely keep in touch at all, and I dont even feel the same love when we hug no more. And I heard it through the grape vine we even beefin now. After all the years we been down, aint no way no how, this bullshit can't be true. We family and aint a damn thing changed, unless it's you [Eminem] So young, so full of life in vibrant, side by side wherever you was ridin' I went. So close, almost on some Bonnie & Clyde shit. When Ronnie died you was right by my side with a shoulder to cry on, tissue to wipe my eyes, and a bucket to catch every tear I cried inside it. You even had the same type of childhood I did. Sometimes I just want to know why is it that you surcame to yours and mine I survived it. You ran the streets, I 9 to 5'd it. We grew up, grew apart, as time went by us, then I blew up to both yours and mine surprises. Now I feel a vibe I just cant describe it, as much as your pride tries to hide it. Your cold, your touch it's just like ice in your eyes is the look of resenment I can sense it, and I dont like it. [Chorus] [Kon Artis] It was my dream at first to be on spittin' a verse on my own album with a deal but shit got worse. So I came out, I woulda killed a nigga first before I let him disrespect me and check me over some worst. Some bitch that I wasn't with, I would hit her then quit. But you would pull a talk with her and tell her she was the shit. I told you dont get involved in it, you was smokin the chron with her comin' out of the bar with her stumblin half drunk like y'all was husband and wife or somethin'. But me catchin' you fuckin' other niggers musta hurt your pride or somethin' cause you won't fuck at the mouth with people like you wanted with me, when all I tried to do was show you that your bitch was shifty. And ever since the fans and all the shit that I produced, you actin' like I ain't your man and lyin' like she can't be loose. But I am really your friend, I'm just tryin' to tell you the truth, but dont hate the game or the player cause the one that's changing is you. [Chorus] [Proof] You're only at the top cause my homie had to stop, now we actin' like I gotta live only for the block. And homies in the hood, only she be on the tube, only gossip on the porch, get to speakin' on who. Fools I used to rap with all expect magic like my finger get to snappin' and *poof* it just happen. But Proof is just actin out the party was stoned, Shady made it so my babys ain't starvin' at home. See the devil in you grin, since the ghetto we been friends, whenever real intelligence thats forever till the end. I be the hatred in your eyes and the satan in your lives and wastin' my times with these snakes in disguise. (How come) when you talk it's with bitter and spite, and (How come) it's my fault for what you did with your life and everytime I go to hear you and play you look away. We barely embrace, you can't even look me in my face.
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9:28 am - LOOKING BACK A FEW MONTH'S AGO
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Well today is wensday I cant wait till friday,.It's going to be great I am suppose to be going to mardi gras in march.,,. That should be killer.I havent been in no trouble in a long long, time thank god lol,..The last time was when I got a DIP or drunk in public which was on my birthday and was kindda bullshit me and my friend Casy turner got took to C-Wood Jail Whoopty doo huh???LOL but any way it really sucked it was on October 17 of this past year enough fight's and trouble for me But I did get intoo a fight a few month's back with Lacy stanley and Shawn Stanley both of them are PATHETIC FUCKING DRUG ATTIC"S I hate em both and would like too see them both rot in hell Damn that would be fun to watch yea I know I am mean,.,.But get this Shit Lacy stole a safe box off my g/f dad which my g/f is my Baby doll Maggie but anyway's everyone accused me of takeing it Mandy and Lacy both told her Dad they seen it in my room and that was all fucking bullshit god damn that made me so Fucking mad It still does when I think about it but back to the story I cant keep on track for some reason today..Lacy borrowed a lowboy off her dad and LOW AND BEHOLD there the motherfucking box I supposivly took right back there on his porch the same day Lace brung back the fucking lowboy.Now everyone knows for sure I didnt take it I mean Hell I had no need for it in the first place But not long ago I was up lacy's this was before he brung the fucker back..We were all parting some I was kindda not feeling good any way so i took 2 phenigan pill's for my stomach and got there Shawn knew i was outta it so he thought he would look big in front of his FucK buddy Lacy';so he started running his cocksucker and then lacy had to open his mouth sick or not i'm not going to take no shit from anyone I dont care how many of them they are but yea they got the best of me cause both of them are pussys so it took two of them just to even handel me they are out lieing now like they whipped some ass the only bad thing's that happend too me was when I had Lacy down After throwing Shawn's weak ass back to his bedroom like the litle bitch he is he came back and kicked me in the eye when I was on top of Lacy beating his head intoo the floor,.,.So of course that was the end of me for a minn or so then Lacy got a fucking stick that he keep's in his living room and when I came 2 I looked up and lacy was hitting me in the rib's with his stick and his fuck cousin Shawn was kicking me in the other side;'But little did they know my dad was on his way when he saw me he walked right down to the door knocked and Lacy the Fucking Moron open's the door and get's nailed right in the mouth he kindda looked like BOZO the Clown with all that blood on his mouth After dad hit him here came fuck face Shawn to try to save te day like Superman dunt du duuuuuu lol But I ran in decked his ass with one solid punch to the chin.,it went on a few more minn's Shawn cant fight worth a fuck so he trier and tried to keep getting something to hit with cause like I say he cant even his hard as a 2 year old i mean come on i got cheap shoted at least 3 to 4 times by him while me and Lacy were intoo it and no of them even fazed me prety weak huh??? but in the end to make a long story short they got what they asked for and that was tooo get fucked up;'Now i hate them both and would piss on their grave's if they died today pretty mean YEA!!!!SO But hey it's the truth<><>><><<><> peace out!!!!! FAYNE LOVE'S MAGGIG
current mood: FUCK U LACY&SHAWN current music: MARILYN **MANSON**
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9:05 am - Sometime's I fell Like I hate most people in this world**
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A lot of people ask me.. am I afraid of death.. Hell yeah I’m afraid of death I don’t want to die yet A lot of people think.. that I worship the devil.. That I do all types of.. retarded shit Look, I can’t change the way I think And I can’t change the way I am But if I offended you? good Cause I still don’t give a fuck
I’m zonin off of one joint, stoppin a limo Hopped in the window, shoppin a demo at gunpoint A lyricist without a clue, what year is this? Fuck a needle, here’s a sword, bodypierce with this Livin amuk, never givin a fuck Gimme the keys I’m drunk, and I’ve never driven a truck But I smoke dope in a cab I’ll stab you with the sharpest knife I can grab Come back the next week and re-open your scab (yeah!) A killer instinct runs in the blood Emptyin full clips and buryin guns in the mud I’ve calmed down now -- I was heavy once into drugs I could walk around straight for two months with a buzz My brain’s gone, my soul’s worn and my spirit is torn The rest of my body’s still bein operated on I’m ducked the fuck down while I’m writin this rhyme Cause I’m probably gonna get struck with lightnin this time
For all the weed that I’ve smoked - yo this blunt’s for you To all the people I’ve offended - yeah fuck you too! To all the friends I used to have - yo I miss my past But the rest of you assholes can kiss my ass For all the drugs that I’ve done - yo I’m still gon’ do To all the people I’ve offended - yeah fuck you too! For everytime I reminisce - yo I miss my past But I still don’t give a fuck, y’all can kiss my ass
I walked into a gunfight with a knife to kill you And cut you so fast when your blood spilled it was still blue I’ll hang you til you dangle and chain you with both ankles And pull you apart from both angles I wanna crush your skull til your brains leaks out of your veins And bust open like broken water mains So tell saddam not to bother with makin another bomb Cause I’m crushin the whole world in my palm Got your girl on my arm and I’m armed with a firearm So big my entire arm is a giant firebomb Buy your mom a shirt with a slim shady iron-on And the pants to match (here momma try em on) I get imaginative with a mouth full of adjectives, A brain full of adverbs, and a box full of laxatives (shittin on rappers) causin hospital accidents God help me before I commit some irresponsible acts again
I wanted an album so rugged nobody could touch it Spend a million a track and went over my budget (ohh shit!) Now how in the fuck am I supposed to get out of debt? I can’t rap anymore - I just murdered the alphabet Drug sickness got me doin some bugged twitches I’m withdrawn from crack so bad my blood itches I don’t rap to get the women - fuck bitches Give me a fat slut that cooks and does dishes Never ran with a click - I’m a posse Kamikaze, strappin a motherfuckin bomb across me From the second I was born, my momma lost me I’m a cross between manson, esham and ozzy I don’t know why the fuck I’m here in the first place My worst day on this earth was my first birthday Retarded? what did that nurse say? brain damage? Fuck, I was born during the earthquake
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| Friday, January 14th, 2005
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5:04 pm - I Love You More
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the more you, put me through the more it makes me wanna come back to you you say you hate me, i just love you more you dont want me, i just want you more
i buy you flowers you throw them at me i know its sad but its making me happy the more that you slap me, the more that it turns me on cuz you love me and i love you more
its sick but who could ever predict we'd be doin the same shit we say we do it for our baby, but we dont we do it for us, its lust cuz neither one of us trusts each other so we fuck till we bust and then we cuss each other, out, we know what its about and shout till i throw you out the house, you throw me out the house, i throw you on the couch, punch you in the mouth fist fight till we turn this mother out and apologize after, laughter, pain its insane, were back in the same chapter again, and its sad but its true, when im layin here wit'chu there aint nothin anyone could ever say or ever do cuz
the more you put me through the more it makes me wanna come back to you you say you hate me, i just love you more you dont want me, i just want you more
i buy you flowers you throw them at me i know its sad but its making me happy the more that you slap me, the more that it turns me on cuz you love me and i love you more
cuz i hate you, do you hate me? good cuz you're so fuckin beautiful when you're angry it makes me, wanna just take you and just throw you on the bed and fuck you like i dont even know you you fuck other people and i fuck other people you're a slut but im equal, ima mut we're both evil in our ways but neither one of us would ever admit it cuz one of us would have one up on the other, so forget it people make, accusations, people spread rumors, but they aint got proof till they do, its just the two of us, its you and me cuz any chick can say that shes screwin me but you gotta believe me to a degree cuz you're in deep if you didnt i wouldn't be hitting yeah i would cuz the sex is just too damn good if i ran, who would i run to? who would be this soft and warm so its off and on, usually more off than on but at least we know, that we share this common bond you're the only one i could fuck without a condom on i hope, the only reason that i cope is cuz of that fact and plus i can bust in that and thats why
the more you put me through the more it makes me wanna come back to you you say you hate me, i just love you more you dont want me, i just want you more
i buy you flowers you throw them at me i know its sad but its making me happy the more that you slap me, the more that it turns me on cuz you love me and i love you more
i can never understand it, thats why i dont try from junior high, until we both die its silly oh why, must we try? is it really so rough? did we must and always call each others billy-goat's gruff? try to pull each others legs, until the other begs, were lying to ourselves thats the beauty of it, yeah cuz we truely love each other thats why we always fight, and all we do is shove each other every other fuckin night and its clear, it aint gonna change this pin up rage, we both have, and we both feel like we've been upstaged by someone else, we've both been someone else with someone else the problem is, neither one wont tell its an addiction, and it cant be fixed our familys mixed up theres baby sister in the mix and it hurts, cuz the pieces to the puzzle dont fit and anybody who thinks he knows us doesn't know shit and they're probably just tired of hearing it all the time, on every song, every lyric and every rhyme, all the hoop-lah, all of the whoopty woo, what you put me through, fuckin whoopty-doo but i wont be made a fool of, if this is true love, you wouldnt do what you did last time, you wouldnt screw up this time, cuz this time, girl im telling you what, you do it again im fucking you up, no matter what
what you say, what you do, ima hunt you down till i find you no matter where you run ill be right there, right behind you and in your nightmares i surround you.
i buy you flowers, and candy all the times that you threw them back at me told me you hate me you gonna hate me more when you find out, you cant escape me whorrrre
the more you, put me through the more it makes me wanna come back to you you say you hate me, i just love you more. you dont want me, i just want you more.
i buy you flowers you throw them at me i know its sad but its making me happy. the more that you slap me, the more that it turns me on, cuz you love me and i love you more. Well This is the 2nd entry in my journal I Am going to the movie's with Maggie tonight to watch Darkness I hope it is good..My brother goes back to VT monday I'm gonna miss the fucker.Well the song I put on here is one of my Favorite Eminem songe but Im ready to leave so im gone *PEACE OUT*
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| Wednesday, January 12th, 2005
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9:56 pm - MY LIFE AS WE KNOW IT FUCKED UP HUH??
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WELL i GUESS YOU COULD CALL THIS MY FIRST ENERY IN MY JOURNAL WELL TODAY IS LIKE MOST OF OTHER DAY'S DIFFERENT BUT I HAVE GOTTEN BACK WITH MAGGIE HALL WHOM I LOVE WITH AL MY HEART AND I THINK THIS TIME IT'S GOING TO LAST,..,ME AND A BUNCH OF PEOPLE ARE SUPPOSE TO BE GOING TO MARID GRAS IN MARCH THTA SHOULD BE AWSOMME ,.WELL SOME ABOUT ME I AM NOT GOING TO EVEN START ON THAT ONE LOL,.BUT I REALLY DONT FEEL LIKE TYPING THIS ISNT MY THING BUT AS FOR NOW I AM OFF HERE;
current mood: I FEEL NICE LOL current music: SNOOP DOGG
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| Wednesday, January 5th, 2005
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11:05 pm
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I really havent figured this shit out but heres another song!
I don't care if your world is ending today Because I wasn't invited to it anyway You said I tasted famous, so I drew you a heart But now I'm not an artist I'm a fucking work of art I got an F and a C and I got a K too And the only thing that's missing is a bitch like U
You wanted perfect You got your perfect Now I'm too perfect for someone like you I was a dandy in your ghetto with a snow-white smile But you'll ever be as perfect whatever you do
What's my name, what's my name? Hold the S because I am an AINT What's my name, what's my name? Hold the S because I am an AINT
I am a bonetop, a death's head On a mopstick You infected me, took diamonds I took all your shit Your sell-by date expired So you had to be sold I'm a suffer-genius and Vivi-sex symbol
You wanted perfect You got your perfect Now I'm too perfect for someone like you I was a dandy in your ghetto with a snow-white smile But you'll never be as perfect whatever you do
What's my name, what's my name? Hold the S because I am an AINT What's my name, what's my name? Hold the S because I am an AINT
I've got an F and a C and I got a K too And the only thing that's missing is U I've got an F and a C and I got a K too And the only thing that's missing is a bitch like U I've got an F and a C and I got a K too And the only thing that's missing is a bitch like U
I am a dandy in the ghetto with a snow-white smile Super-ego bitch, I've been evil awhile I am a dandy in the ghetto with a snow-white smile Super-ego bitch, I've been evil awhile
What's my name, what's my name? Hold the S because I am an AINT What's my name, what's my name? Hold the S because I am an AINT What's my name, what's my name? Hold the S because I am an AINT What's my name, what's my name? Hold the S because I am an AINT
**Fayne
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| Sunday, January 2nd, 2005
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9:53 pm
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There's something cold and blank Behind her smile She's standing on an overpass In a miracle mile
Cause you were from a perfect world A world that threw me away today, today, today To run away
A pill to make you numb A pill to make you dumb A pill to make you anybody else But all the drugs in this world Won't save her from herself
Her mouth was an empty cut She was waiting to fall Just bleeding like a poloroid That lost all her dolls
Cause you were from a perfect world A world that threw me away today, today, today To run away
A pill to make you numb A pill to make you dumb A pill to make you anybody else But all the drugs in this world Won't save her from herself
A pill to make you numb A pill to make you dumb A pill to make you anybody else But all the drugs in this world Won't save her from herself
You were from a perfect world A world that threw me away today, today, today To run away
A pill to make you numb A pill to make you dumb A pill to make you anybody else But all the drugs in this world Won't save her from herself
A pill to make you numb A pill to make you dumb A pill to make you anybody else But all the drugs in this world Won't save her from herself
Fayne
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