//My Obcsene Life//

My new songs I have Learned

Mon, 31 Jan 2005 06:00:43 GMT

Well Here it goes I have Been playing my guitar and so far I have learned
many song's My Favorite to play are Coma White Nad Dont Cry Tonight By G-N-R
My Sexy Baby Maggie Who I love with all my heart Has learned Me the G-N-R song
And I have taught her A few songs also like If I could be like that By 3 door's down
She learns really quick We have been getting to spend alott of time together and I love
every second with her.Me and her are going to Prom this year She is so beautiful I thank god
for her being mine I really do believe she is the only girlfriend I have ever Loved and Believe
me I do love her with all my heart I would even go as Far as to die for her no question's asked!!
Because she is my life and my reason for being here I think she knows that know..Yea sure we
have had some problem's in the past But who hasnt?? And this time we are doing great I would
never do anything to hurt her and I really think she wouldnt do nothing to hurt me either..
Me and her done plan on getting married and haveing some very cute little baby's cause ya know
Me and her both are sexy as Hell Expecially her...Maggie is my dream girl I couldnt ask god for
no better she makes me so soooo happy we Played monoply tonight for a while Then we had to stop
the game for some good and I do mean Gooooood Loveing,Ummmmmmmm Just thinking about it makes me
want her every time Damn haha Yea I think I am Obssed with her for real we also went for a walk
tonight and we talk about everything I can Tell her anything I feel so comfortable around her its unreal
But I am off here and going to bed to Dream about My SEXY Maggie,.,,.,,.,FAYNE LOVE'S MAGGIE

I LOVE MAGGIESHALENE HALL FOREVER-N-ALAWAYS

Sun, 23 Jan 2005 16:51:30 GMT

Tonight was pretty awsome and real fun Me and My Baby Maggie
and her friend Lakin and My Buddy Aarron Yate's all went walking
In the snow It was cold but real fun.,.We walked down the road
toward the Church house toward Bartlick before we got there I stopped
In the road and wrote Maggie's name and Mine in the snow******\
It said Fayne-N-Maggie i thought it was sweet she was on up the road
asking me whatI was doing then she walked back down and said It was sweet
of me.,.,.,Yea I can be a really sweeet person when I want too be,.
I Love Maggie so,so,so Much word's just cant describe It she is my life
I dont know what I would do without her in my life It about killed me the
first time we broke up, but we didnt stay apart for long cause Love brung
us back to each other I reallt believe she Is my soul mate abd I cant wait
till me and Maggie get's Married It will be the best day of my life,,I have
never felt this way about anyone elese before she just touche's my heart.,
adn I feel so much love when I am with her I am so Happy that God blessed
me with someone like her I would do anything in this world for her even
die for her,.She Is the most Beautiful woman I have ever layed eyes on and
when we get married and have a family I will be A great Dad and I know she
will Be A very Loveing and careing mom because she love's babys,.,.I know
soon I will get my life back on track and get me and her a place of our own
Then we can sleep together so I can cuddle with my Sexy baby ,.She is everything
I could ask for and more. I just dont know how me Fayne Cumbo got so Lucky to have
Her in hy life and she is the sweetest sexiest and good hearted woman I have ever
met and Dated I am going to save some money up and buy her an enguagement ring A
Really,Really nice one that she will love,.I am not that good at showing my
feeling's sometimes but I do know this I love Maggie Hall with all my Heart,
and Soul and then some for ever and all eternity,we have had some problem's in the
past but this is a new year to start off with some great memories and great Loveing
when I hold her I dont ever want to let her go and she does anything for me so I know
she Love's me with all her heart and Soul also,..,Well last weekend me and Maggie went
to Pizza Hut She ate some bread stick's and we got a medium Pizza I ate like
four breadstick's and almost the whole pizze then we went on to the movies and watched
Meet The Fockers It was funny as hell or at leats we thought so LOL,.,Maggie looked so
Very sexy that night Like she alaways does damn She could be a model easy But I want let
her cuz I am too jealous over her and I know how guy' are But I am a lott different
form most people and she is too so I guess we make a perfect match ;;'
***************MATCH MADE IN HEAVEN****** =MAGGIE AND FAYNE ** Sound's so wonderful
To me she's the Hottest Woman in the whole wide world I Love everything about her
From Head To Toe,..,Well I am off here for Now I LOVE YOU MAGGIE SHALENE HALL
FAYEN LOVE"S MAGGIE ALAWAY"S-N-FOREVER TILL DEATH DO US PART AND THEN ON
MY LOVE WILL NEVER STOP FOR YOU BABY DOLL I LOVE YOU MAGGIE****

FUCKED UP SHIT

Sun, 23 Jan 2005 04:46:56 GMT

Tonight Me and Arron went out fucking around as usuall we went to my G/F house Maggie
So I could see her and so Aaron could see Lakin we stayed there for a few hours then went
on back to the house talked about times we have tripped out LOL yea it was crazzy shit If
you only knew but I dont do none of that no more it isnt for me i get tooo wild on stuff
and dont care what I say or what I do But I dont feel like typeing no more so im out lata.,.,

SONG OF MY FUCKING LIFE KINDDA*****

Wed, 19 Jan 2005 16:55:29 GMT

This here Is realy my song That really Goes
Along with my life Its by Eminem

There I go
thinking of you again

You don't know how sick you make me
You make me fuckin' sick to my stomach
Every time I think of you, I puke
You must just not know--whoa-whoa-whoa-whoa
You may not think you do, but you do
Every time I think of you

I was gonna take the time to sit down and write you a little poem
But ? would probably be a little more, more suitable for this type of song--whoa
I got a million reasons off the top of my head that I could think of
Sixteen bars, this ain't enough to put some ink ta
So fuck it, I'ma start right here by just be brief-a
Bout to rattle off some other reasons
I knew I shouldn't go and get another tattoo of you
On my arm, but what do I go and do
I go and get another one, now I got two
Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
I'm sittin' here with your name on my skin
I can't believe I went and did this stupid shit again
My next girlfriend, now her name's gotta be Kim
Shi-ii-ii-ii-ii-ii-it
If you only knew how much I hated you
For every motherfuckin' thing you ever put us through
Then I wouldn't be standing here crying over you
Boo-oo-oo-oo-oo-oo-who

You don't know how sick you make me
You make me fuckin' sick to my stomach
Every time I think of you, I puke
You must just not know--whoa-whoa-whoa-whoa
You may not think you do, but you do
Every time I think of you

I was gonna take the time to sit down and write you a little letter
But I thought a song would probably be a little better
Instead of a letter
That you'd probably just shred up--yeah
I stumbled on your picture yesterday and it made me stop and think of
How much of a waste it'd be for me to put some ink ta, a stupid piece a
Paper, I'd rather let you see how
Much I fuckin' hate you in a freestyle
You're a fuckin' cokein' slut, I hope you fuckin' die
I hope you get to hell and Satan sticks a needle in your eye
I hate your fuckin' guts, you fuckin' slut--I hope you die
Di-ii-ii-ii-ii-ii-ie
But please don't get me wrong, I'm not bitter or mad
It's not that I still love you, it's not 'cause I want you back
It's just that when I think of you, it makes me wanna yak
-aa-aa-aa-aa-aa-aa-ag
What else can I do, I haven't got a clue
Now I guess I'll just move on, I have no choice but to
But every time I think of you now, I'll I wanna do
Is pu-uu-uu-uu-uu-uu-uke

You don't know how sick you make me
You make me fuckin' sick to my stomach
Every time I think of you, I puke
You must just not know--whoa-whoa-whoa-whoa
You may not think you do, but you do
Every time I think of you, I puke

Fuckin' bitch

Wed, 19 Jan 2005 16:42:15 GMT

Here Is One song that kindda goes along with my life well
I have done allready lost one of my best guy friends I have
ever had but it's not my fault and Man you know who you are
But you are so Fucking Different Now.,.
How come we dont even talk no more,
and you dont even call no more.
We dont barely keep in touch at all,
and I dont even feel the same love when we hug no more.
And I heard it through the grape vine we even beefin now.
After all the years we been down,
aint no way no how, this bullshit can't be true.
We family and aint a damn thing changed, unless it's you
[Eminem]
So young, so full of life in vibrant,
side by side wherever you was ridin' I went.
So close, almost on some Bonnie & Clyde shit.
When Ronnie died you was right by my side with a shoulder to cry on,
tissue to wipe my eyes, and a bucket to catch every tear I cried inside it.
You even had the same type of childhood I did.
Sometimes I just want to know why is it that you surcame to yours
and mine I survived it. You ran the streets, I 9 to 5'd it.
We grew up, grew apart, as time went by us,
then I blew up to both yours and mine surprises.
Now I feel a vibe I just cant describe it,
as much as your pride tries to hide it.
Your cold, your touch it's just like ice
in your eyes is the look of resenment
I can sense it, and I dont like it.
[Chorus]
[Kon Artis]
It was my dream at first to be on spittin' a verse
on my own album with a deal but shit got worse.
So I came out, I woulda killed a nigga first
before I let him disrespect me and check me over some worst.
Some bitch that I wasn't with, I would hit her then quit.
But you would pull a talk with her and tell her she was the shit.
I told you dont get involved in it, you was smokin the chron with her
comin' out of the bar with her stumblin half drunk
like y'all was husband and wife or somethin'.
But me catchin' you fuckin' other niggers musta hurt your pride or somethin'
cause you won't fuck at the mouth with people like you wanted with me,
when all I tried to do was show you that your bitch was shifty.
And ever since the fans and all the shit that I produced,
you actin' like I ain't your man and lyin' like she can't be loose.
But I am really your friend, I'm just tryin' to tell you the truth,
but dont hate the game or the player
cause the one that's changing is you.
[Chorus]
[Proof]
You're only at the top cause my homie had to stop,
now we actin' like I gotta live only for the block.
And homies in the hood, only she be on the tube,
only gossip on the porch, get to speakin' on who.
Fools I used to rap with all expect magic
like my finger get to snappin' and *poof* it just happen.
But Proof is just actin out the party was stoned,
Shady made it so my babys ain't starvin' at home.
See the devil in you grin, since the ghetto we been friends,
whenever real intelligence thats forever till the end.
I be the hatred in your eyes and the satan in your lives
and wastin' my times with these snakes in disguise.
(How come) when you talk it's with bitter and spite,
and (How come) it's my fault for what you did with your life
and everytime I go to hear you and play you look away.
We barely embrace, you can't even look me in my face.

LOOKING BACK A FEW MONTH'S AGO

Wed, 19 Jan 2005 15:00:58 GMT

Well today is wensday I cant wait till friday,.It's going to
be great I am suppose to be going to mardi gras in march.,,.
That should be killer.I havent been in no trouble in a long
long, time thank god lol,..The last time was when I got a
DIP or drunk in public which was on my birthday and was kindda
bullshit me and my friend Casy turner got took to C-Wood Jail
Whoopty doo huh???LOL but any way it really sucked it was on
October 17 of this past year enough fight's and trouble for me
But I did get intoo a fight a few month's back with Lacy stanley
and Shawn Stanley both of them are PATHETIC FUCKING DRUG ATTIC"S
I hate em both and would like too see them both rot in hell Damn
that would be fun to watch yea I know I am mean,.,.But get this
Shit Lacy stole a safe box off my g/f dad which my g/f is my
Baby doll Maggie but anyway's everyone accused me of takeing it
Mandy and Lacy both told her Dad they seen it in my room and that
was all fucking bullshit god damn that made me so Fucking mad It
still does when I think about it but back to the story I cant keep
on track for some reason today..Lacy borrowed a lowboy off her dad and
LOW AND BEHOLD there the motherfucking box I supposivly took right back
there on his porch the same day Lace brung back the fucking lowboy.Now
everyone knows for sure I didnt take it I mean Hell I had no need for it
in the first place But not long ago I was up lacy's this was before he brung
the fucker back..We were all parting some I was kindda not feeling good any
way so i took 2 phenigan pill's for my stomach and got there Shawn knew i was
outta it so he thought he would look big in front of his FucK buddy Lacy';so
he started running his cocksucker and then lacy had to open his mouth sick or not
i'm not going to take no shit from anyone I dont care how many of them they are
but yea they got the best of me cause both of them are pussys so it took two of
them just to even handel me they are out lieing now like they whipped some ass
the only bad thing's that happend too me was when I had Lacy down After throwing Shawn's
weak ass back to his bedroom like the litle bitch he is he came back and kicked me in the
eye when I was on top of Lacy beating his head intoo the floor,.,.So of course that was the end of me for a minn or so then Lacy got a fucking stick that he keep's in his living room
and when I came 2 I looked up and lacy was hitting me in the rib's with his stick
and his fuck cousin Shawn was kicking me in the other side;'But little did they know
my dad was on his way when he saw me he walked right down to the door knocked and Lacy the
Fucking Moron open's the door and get's nailed right in the mouth he kindda looked
like BOZO the Clown with all that blood on his mouth After dad hit him here came fuck face
Shawn to try to save te day like Superman dunt du duuuuuu lol But I ran in decked his ass with one solid punch to the chin.,it went on a few more minn's Shawn cant fight worth a fuck so he trier
and tried to keep getting something to hit with cause like I say he cant even his hard as a
2 year old i mean come on i got cheap shoted at least 3 to 4 times by him while me and Lacy were intoo
it and no of them even fazed me prety weak huh??? but in the end to make a long story short
they got what they asked for and that was tooo get fucked up;'Now i hate them both and would piss on their grave's if they died today pretty mean YEA!!!!SO But hey it's the truth<><>><><<><>
peace out!!!!! FAYNE LOVE'S MAGGIG

Sometime's I fell Like I hate most people in this world**

Wed, 19 Jan 2005 14:10:14 GMT

A lot of people ask me.. am I afraid of death..
Hell yeah I’m afraid of death
I don’t want to die yet
A lot of people think.. that I worship the devil..
That I do all types of.. retarded shit
Look, I can’t change the way I think
And I can’t change the way I am
But if I offended you? good
Cause I still don’t give a fuck

I’m zonin off of one joint, stoppin a limo
Hopped in the window, shoppin a demo at gunpoint
A lyricist without a clue, what year is this?
Fuck a needle, here’s a sword, bodypierce with this
Livin amuk, never givin a fuck
Gimme the keys I’m drunk, and I’ve never driven a truck
But I smoke dope in a cab
I’ll stab you with the sharpest knife I can grab
Come back the next week and re-open your scab (yeah!)
A killer instinct runs in the blood
Emptyin full clips and buryin guns in the mud
I’ve calmed down now -- I was heavy once into drugs
I could walk around straight for two months with a buzz
My brain’s gone, my soul’s worn and my spirit is torn
The rest of my body’s still bein operated on
I’m ducked the fuck down while I’m writin this rhyme
Cause I’m probably gonna get struck with lightnin this time

For all the weed that I’ve smoked - yo this blunt’s for you
To all the people I’ve offended - yeah fuck you too!
To all the friends I used to have - yo I miss my past
But the rest of you assholes can kiss my ass
For all the drugs that I’ve done - yo I’m still gon’ do
To all the people I’ve offended - yeah fuck you too!
For everytime I reminisce - yo I miss my past
But I still don’t give a fuck, y’all can kiss my ass

I walked into a gunfight with a knife to kill you
And cut you so fast when your blood spilled it was still blue
I’ll hang you til you dangle and chain you with both ankles
And pull you apart from both angles
I wanna crush your skull til your brains leaks out of your veins
And bust open like broken water mains
So tell saddam not to bother with makin another bomb
Cause I’m crushin the whole world in my palm
Got your girl on my arm and I’m armed with a firearm
So big my entire arm is a giant firebomb
Buy your mom a shirt with a slim shady iron-on
And the pants to match (here momma try em on)
I get imaginative with a mouth full of adjectives,
A brain full of adverbs, and a box full of laxatives
(shittin on rappers) causin hospital accidents
God help me before I commit some irresponsible acts again

I wanted an album so rugged nobody could touch it
Spend a million a track and went over my budget (ohh shit!)
Now how in the fuck am I supposed to get out of debt?
I can’t rap anymore - I just murdered the alphabet
Drug sickness got me doin some bugged twitches
I’m withdrawn from crack so bad my blood itches
I don’t rap to get the women - fuck bitches
Give me a fat slut that cooks and does dishes
Never ran with a click - I’m a posse
Kamikaze, strappin a motherfuckin bomb across me
From the second I was born, my momma lost me
I’m a cross between manson, esham and ozzy
I don’t know why the fuck I’m here in the first place
My worst day on this earth was my first birthday
Retarded? what did that nurse say? brain damage?
Fuck, I was born during the earthquake

I Love You More

Fri, 14 Jan 2005 22:35:41 GMT

the more you, put me through
the more it makes me wanna come back to you
you say you hate me, i just love you more
you dont want me, i just want you more

i buy you flowers
you throw them at me
i know its sad but its making me happy
the more that you slap me,
the more that it turns me on
cuz you love me
and i love you more

its sick but who could ever predict
we'd be doin the same shit
we say we do it for our baby, but we dont
we do it for us, its lust
cuz neither one of us trusts each other
so we fuck till we bust
and then we cuss each other, out,
we know what its about
and shout till i throw you out the house,
you throw me out the house,
i throw you on the couch,
punch you in the mouth
fist fight till we turn this mother out
and apologize after, laughter, pain
its insane, were back in the same chapter again,
and its sad but its true, when im layin here wit'chu
there aint nothin anyone could ever say or ever do cuz

the more you put me through
the more it makes me wanna come back to you
you say you hate me, i just love you more
you dont want me, i just want you more

i buy you flowers
you throw them at me
i know its sad but its making me happy
the more that you slap me,
the more that it turns me on
cuz you love me
and i love you more

cuz i hate you, do you hate me?
good cuz you're so fuckin beautiful when you're angry
it makes me, wanna just take you
and just throw you on the bed
and fuck you like i dont even know you
you fuck other people and i fuck other people
you're a slut but im equal, ima mut
we're both evil in our ways
but neither one of us would ever admit it
cuz one of us would have one up on the other, so forget it
people make, accusations, people spread rumors,
but they aint got proof
till they do, its just the two of us, its you and me
cuz any chick can say that shes screwin me
but you gotta believe me to a degree cuz you're in deep
if you didnt i wouldn't be hitting
yeah i would cuz the sex is just too damn good
if i ran, who would i run to?
who would be this soft and warm
so its off and on, usually more off than on
but at least we know,
that we share this common bond
you're the only one i could fuck without a condom on
i hope, the only reason that i cope
is cuz of that fact and plus i can bust in that
and thats why

the more you put me through
the more it makes me wanna come back to you
you say you hate me, i just love you more
you dont want me, i just want you more

i buy you flowers
you throw them at me
i know its sad but its making me happy
the more that you slap me, the more that it turns me on
cuz you love me
and i love you more

i can never understand it,
thats why i dont try
from junior high, until we both die
its silly oh why, must we try?
is it really so rough?
did we must and always call
each others billy-goat's gruff?
try to pull each others legs, until the other begs,
were lying to ourselves
thats the beauty of it, yeah
cuz we truely love each other
thats why we always fight,
and all we do is shove each other
every other fuckin night
and its clear, it aint gonna change
this pin up rage, we both have,
and we both feel like we've been upstaged
by someone else, we've both been someone else
with someone else
the problem is, neither one wont tell
its an addiction, and it cant be fixed
our familys mixed up
theres baby sister in the mix
and it hurts, cuz the pieces to the puzzle dont fit
and anybody who thinks he knows us doesn't know shit
and they're probably just tired of hearing it all the time,
on every song, every lyric and every rhyme,
all the hoop-lah, all of the whoopty woo,
what you put me through, fuckin whoopty-doo
but i wont be made a fool of,
if this is true love, you wouldnt do what you did last time,
you wouldnt screw up this time,
cuz this time, girl im telling you what,
you do it again im fucking you up,
no matter what

what you say, what you do,
ima hunt you down till i find you
no matter where you run
ill be right there, right behind you
and in your nightmares i surround you.

i buy you flowers, and candy
all the times that you threw them back at me
told me you hate me
you gonna hate me more
when you find out,
you cant escape me whorrrre

the more you, put me through
the more it makes me wanna come back to you
you say you hate me, i just love you more.
you dont want me, i just want you more.

i buy you flowers
you throw them at me
i know its sad but its making me happy.
the more that you slap me,
the more that it turns me on,
cuz you love me
and i love you more.
Well This is the 2nd entry in my journal I Am going to
the movie's with Maggie tonight to watch Darkness I hope
it is good..My brother goes back to VT monday I'm
gonna miss the fucker.Well the song I put on here is one of my
Favorite Eminem songe but Im ready to leave so im gone *PEACE OUT*

Thu, 06 Jan 2005 04:09:02 GMT

I really havent figured this shit out but heres another song!

I don't care if your world is ending today
Because I wasn't invited to it anyway
You said I tasted famous, so I drew you a heart
But now I'm not an artist I'm a fucking work of art
I got an F and a C and I got a K too
And the only thing that's missing is a bitch like U

You wanted perfect
You got your perfect
Now I'm too perfect for someone like you
I was a dandy in your ghetto with a snow-white smile
But you'll ever be as perfect whatever you do

What's my name, what's my name?
Hold the S because I am an AINT
What's my name, what's my name?
Hold the S because I am an AINT

I am a bonetop, a death's head
On a mopstick
You infected me, took diamonds
I took all your shit
Your sell-by date expired
So you had to be sold
I'm a suffer-genius and
Vivi-sex symbol

You wanted perfect
You got your perfect
Now I'm too perfect for someone like you
I was a dandy in your ghetto with a snow-white smile
But you'll never be as perfect whatever you do

What's my name, what's my name?
Hold the S because I am an AINT
What's my name, what's my name?
Hold the S because I am an AINT

I've got an F and a C and I got a K too
And the only thing that's missing is U
I've got an F and a C and I got a K too
And the only thing that's missing is a bitch like U
I've got an F and a C and I got a K too
And the only thing that's missing is a bitch like U

I am a dandy in the ghetto with a snow-white smile
Super-ego bitch, I've been evil awhile
I am a dandy in the ghetto with a snow-white smile
Super-ego bitch, I've been evil awhile

What's my name, what's my name?
Hold the S because I am an AINT
What's my name, what's my name?
Hold the S because I am an AINT
What's my name, what's my name?
Hold the S because I am an AINT
What's my name, what's my name?
Hold the S because I am an AINT

**Fayne

Mon, 03 Jan 2005 02:55:15 GMT

There's something cold and blank
Behind her smile
She's standing on an overpass
In a miracle mile

Cause you were from a perfect world
A world that threw me away today, today, today
To run away

A pill to make you numb
A pill to make you dumb
A pill to make you anybody else
But all the drugs in this world
Won't save her from herself

Her mouth was an empty cut
She was waiting to fall
Just bleeding like a poloroid
That lost all her dolls

Cause you were from a perfect world
A world that threw me away today, today, today
To run away

A pill to make you numb
A pill to make you dumb
A pill to make you anybody else
But all the drugs in this world
Won't save her from herself

A pill to make you numb
A pill to make you dumb
A pill to make you anybody else
But all the drugs in this world
Won't save her from herself

You were from a perfect world
A world that threw me away today, today, today
To run away

A pill to make you numb
A pill to make you dumb
A pill to make you anybody else
But all the drugs in this world
Won't save her from herself

A pill to make you numb
A pill to make you dumb
A pill to make you anybody else
But all the drugs in this world
Won't save her from herself

Fayne